Saturday, July 18, 2009

旧照-回忆-前景

今早我闲来无事,翻开柜里的旧相簿,看看童年的旧照,心中多种酸甜感触油然而生,父母含辛茹苦的照顾与栽培,远比其他小孩,令我童年时期无忧无虑,更无苦辣可言。一张张的旧照,像一把把的小扫帚,慢慢的清理我心房中已布满厚尘的往事。

有些人尊重神,甚至不惜一切的供奉,膜拜神像,可是依我说,父母就是神,甚至远比神还伟大,与其膜拜供奉用木头做成的神像,倒不如奉养那在你小时,生病时,彻夜不眠,在你床边照顾你的父母吧!世上有百亿人口,能做到父子母子,这是缘。旧照中父亲和蔼亲切的笑容,似乎只能凭借照片,凭借脑海中逐渐模糊的记忆,慢慢的摸索凭吊,人在失去了才会懂得拥有,这句是永远不朽的名言,也是身历其境的人才懂得的名言。

朋友,是人生中不可或缺的。当我看到一张幼稚园毕业照,五个小瓜手牵手的合照,除了我,其他四个,在我脑海中丝毫勾不起关于他们的一切,只是依稀记得我们曾经携手走过那无邪,真正单纯的童年。从幼稚园到小学到中学直到现在学院生活,有许多的人,匆匆地在我人生篇章上留下他们或深或浅的脚印。天下无不散之宴席,人生的每个转站,会有一群的朋友下车,另一群新的朋友上车。以往是天天见面的一群,逐渐变成几个月,一年,十年才相聚,一群孟不离焦的挚友,难保以后在街上见面也不相识。只要心中有着坚固的友谊信念,那怕以后再也不见,回忆时也会欣慰拥有过。朋友在真诚中相逢 情谊在相知中珍惜,能够在茫茫人海中结识,就要珍惜所拥有的情谊。朋友间重要的是宽恕,当一只脚踩扁了紫罗兰,它却把响味留在那脚上,这就是宽恕。

有一个人对我说过,常常看到你都是开心的,都没有看过你伤心。或许我天性乐观,与其伤心,倒不如乐观坦然面对,妈妈说我冷血,就算亲人的离去,我都几乎无动于衷,就算你大哭一场,天天以泪洗脸,都改变不了已经发生的事实令人心碎的事、大病、孤寂和绝望每个人都难以幸免。失去珍贵的东西以后,总有一段伤心的时期。问题是,你最后到底是变的坚强还是软弱。我的真实性格似乎没有一个人能看透,就连身边挚友最多只能看到一半,而另一半的性格境界只留着我摸索过的脚印,又是就连我也要迷茫的从新探索。

今年,可说是我人生中一个主要转站,我做了一些重要决定,也失去了一些对我重要的人事物。人生的大关在前面恭候着我,我知道我必须付出比别人更大的努力,希望我真的能一一克服吧!

hang out

Today, hang out with some of my classmates, felt a bit disappointed because some leng lui din go, haha, jkjk...but luckily still got 3 leng luis accompany us, haha...

Anyway, talk about the hang out...
I arrived at gurney, then joined wei zhe they all at kim gary for awhile, if not they say me "berat warna ringan kawan", talked with kiamz and suan-ed yf and wz awhile, then i met up my classmates at GSC, saw 3 leng luis with beautiful dressing, and my idol TYZ, god of balik pulau, ws and bread history future owner, they say harry potter was fully booked, so we decided to watch public enemies. After that we have our lunch at ko fu loft, 7 people makan rm145.75, maybe this is a reasonable price for 7 people, but the food is totally not worth for this price, my idol TYZ, since he is the GOD of balik pulau, so he do things that human cannot do, he ordered spaghetti in chinese restaurant, kena shoot by our class rep..and the spaghetti look like normal fried mee. Since TYZ is the God, when he eat dunno what thing, suddenly said a word, which teach the girls a new vocab..good job YZ, u really is my SUPER IDOL..

Finish eating, cinema, actually the movie story line is not bad, BUT, the ending SUCK, like the dragon ball revolution aneh, and dunno why 2day cinema so cool, maybe i wear too sexy 2day, lol, I know 1 of the lenglui also very cool, haiz, WS bo sek chou, din sit beside her, arbo can hug her , warm her body and melt her HEART, hahahaha..MONDAY SURE BO CHUN!!

After movie, that super class rep, say hot, so she and bread history future owner go buy ice cream, GENG!!i nearly freeze in the cinema, they still can eat ICE cream, geng!!After that 1 lenglui go back, WS look sad at that time, if he has a mic there, he sure sing wen2 bie2 and give her a wen2, maybe too many people there, so WS paiseh!!HAHA. Then TYZ go back, remain we 3 ma lat lou and 2 leng luis, as our class rep have a dinner at night, so BH future owner fetch them go back...

2day hang out was quite ok, not very excited yet not very boring, lol, maybe too few people, hope that next hang out more leng luis and leng zai will join us..HOPE! I suddenly felt so lonely when i saw 3 couples in front of me, they are.......haha,lol. And 2day finally i know that i have how many wife d, ALL ARE RUMOURS, NOT THE TURTH, thank you..

english not good....paiseh!xp

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

College Life学院生活

这个星期已经是第八个星期了,还有大约六个星期就结束sem1 了.....
很多人认为college生活比普通校园生活或f6来的轻松,简单,可是事实并不如此,一大堆的功课,assignment,一个一个接紧而来,lecturer个个变态,教书速度堪比F1,无可否认的一点,college生活确实比校园生活来的丰富,多姿多彩,另一个原因是我的course美女多....
chiko是男人的天性!我朋友说的,我很单纯,PURE!!

sem1的课程,HE,烂科,废科,垃圾,QS,基本上是以F5高级数学为大纲,还算应付得来,english language,ok bun,microecon,也是本人目前最有兴趣的一科,最后一个障碍,introduction to accounting,很难,难,难!可是为了ACCA文凭,为了以后一个月7000的月薪,我相信我能,很土的一句话,if you think you can, YOU CAN, 戴光耀
BOLEH!!!本人的目标是在DrTang成为正式医生之前,丢一辆BM在他面前!HE Presentation 刚刚过了,应该还可以吧!临场表现满稳定...

我班有8个男生,13个女生(本来有20个),美的只有.....(kiamz quote)女生都是美的!所以全班都是美女!刚开始几个week,我在班上扮emo,最近几个week,终于开始露出我的兽性,wahaha!!还有,请大家不要看到女的就说我的XX,像langkawi老婆啦,等等,再度申明,我是来读书的!我很单纯!

最后希望我能在sem1 有出色的表现,好的开始是成功的一般!!